"Guilt 
          and Beliefs" 
         
          TACOallan: Anybody have questions, subject? 
        
 
          Rick: I would like to know about guilt, and how it plays into beliefs. 
        
 
          TACOallan: Ah yes, Rick, one of my favorite subjects. 
        
 
          Rick: Guilt feels emotional and beliefs seem to come from the head-- 
          that doesn't sound right! 
        
 
          TACOallan: That sounds right to me, except rather than the guilt playing 
          into the beliefs, as you say, I think the beliefs in the mind stimulate 
          the guilt in the emotional body. 
        
 
          TACOallan: Doņa Gaia used to say that "Guilt is a man-made emotion to 
          keep you from doing what you want to do." 
        
 
          Rick: Isn't guilt just another judgement? 
        
 
          TACOallan: Hmm. Guilt a judgement? 
        
 
          Camellia: We feel guilt when the judge says something about what we 
          should have done and we believe it. 
        
 
          TACOallan: Yes, Camellia has it right, I think. 
        
 
          TACOallan: We are guilty when we believe the judge that says we should 
          have done something better or different-- that we did the wrong thing. 
          TACOallan: Or want the wrong thing. Or think or feel the wrong thing. 
        
 
          TACOallan: If you had the Personal Freedom, the permission, to be yourself, 
          totally, you would not feel guilty. 
        
 
          Camellia: Does Personal Freedom to be myself mean knowing exactly what 
          I want to do with my life? 
        
 
          TACOallan: It leads to that. 
        
 
          TACOallan: It is not so much a "knowing" like when they ask you what 
          you want to be when you grow up. But more of the knowing that simply 
          lives in you and becomes action and manifestation because there is NO 
          resistance to it. 
        
 
          Camellia: Right now I know I want to be doing more than taking care 
          of my son and doing personal development work, but I don't have a clue 
          what. How do I move from this space to figuring out what I want to do? 
          TACOallan: Well, I repeat, I do not believe that it is a "figuring it 
          out" process. 
        
 
          TACOallan: It is a real Knowing, when there is no resistance from the 
          Judge's stories about what it should look like. It just IS! TACOallan: 
          And it changes. 
        
 
          Camellia: So, you are saying that if I have no resistance, then I will 
          know. 
        
 
          TACOallan: The mind would like to think there is this one thing that 
          you will do when you know what to do. When you grow up. { : > ) 
        
 
          TACOallan: It is actually always in us. It always is arising in us. 
          And the Story Teller gets hold of it, and the action dies. 
        
 
          TACOallan: The Story Teller "shoulds" on your ideas. 
        
 
          Rick: So then we don't take action? 
        
 
          TACOallan: Exactly, Rick. 
        
 
          TACOallan: The energy arises from within, heading for Action. The Story 
          Teller takes the energy and runs it through such a complex maze that 
          it never comes out the Action end of the system. 
        
 
          TACOallan: Guilt is one of the favorite stories in the maze. 
        
 
          Rick: Good visual. 
        
 
          TACOallan: Like a rat in a maze!! Only rats don't feel guilty, as far 
          as I know. And rats don't make their own mazes. Only the human mind 
          has that capacity. We are special. We make the maze, we get lost in 
          it, and then suffer and complain about it. 
        
 
          Camellia: Guilt= "I should take action on something or I shouldn't take 
          action on something." Integrity= "I want to take action on something." 
        
 
          Camellia: I choose to take action on something because it makes me happy. 
        
 
          TACOallan: Or, "I act."